John McGovern: ‘I’d a decision to make

Experiencing the joy of stepping onto the pitch again after a lengthy injury was an indescribable feeling. Although the team suffered a loss against Loughgall, the satisfaction of playing again overshadowed the disappointment.

For 197 days—just over six months—I eagerly awaited my return, having ruptured my ankle ligaments in April. I even surpassed expectations by returning to the pitch nearly two months ahead of schedule.

When confronted with the injury, I had a choice: wallow in self-pity or view it as a temporary setback that required dedication and hard work to overcome. Naturally, I chose the latter.

My comeback didn’t begin ideally, as Loughgall scored while the manager instructed me to warm up. However, I had no doubts about the stability of my ankle upon entering the game. Dedicated training and rehabilitation ensured my preparedness.

I was able to test my speed and make runs behind the opposition’s defense, although I couldn’t convert those opportunities. Almost scoring at the edge of the box was a close call, but I’m still working to regain my sharpness.

‘The world feels like it’s crumbling’

I vividly remember the tackle—an away game against Carrick Rangers after the Irish Premiership split last season. Cameron Stewart executed a fair challenge, but the angle of my foot during impact led to the injury. The pain instantly confirmed it was serious.

The subsequent MRI scan revealed the extent of the damage: a complete rupture of the deltoid ligament on the inside of my ankle, as well as a complete syndesmosis rupture and partial tear of an outside ligament. The road to recovery seemed daunting.

Thankfully, I had an incredible support system comprising my family and friends. Their unwavering support proved crucial during this difficult time. Losing an activity you’re accustomed to highlights the importance of those closest to you.

The surgical procedure was extensive, involving a metal wire insertion into my ankle that will remain there permanently. Dissolvable screws were also necessary. After the operation, I underwent a period of rest before gradually increasing my rehabilitation activities.

I progressed from an air cast boot to crutch-free movement and eventually resumed walking, jogging, and sprinting. Now, I’m fully fit and ready to go.

‘Playing professional football is my goal’

It’s no secret that several professional clubs in the Irish League and England have expressed interest in me. Playing football full-time is a personal ambition, and I’ve weighed my options. However, for now, I’ve made the conscious decision to stay at Newry.

I’ve been with the club since I was 16, and they’ve been incredibly supportive. Additionally, I’m pursuing a Business and IT degree at Queen’s University, recognizing the importance of long-term stability beyond a football career.

Football is a wonderful experience, but any injury could abruptly end a player’s career. Without qualifications, finding alternative employment becomes challenging. Therefore, I keep my options open and remain prepared for all possibilities.

Rejoining the Northern Ireland Under-21 squad is another goal I’m determined to achieve. Having participated in seven qualifiers before, this final campaign is within my grasp.

‘If Loughgall can defeat Larne, so can we’

I share a great connection with Newry manager Gary Boyle, just as I did with Darren Mullen before him. He understands my eagerness to regain a spot in the starting lineup, but patience is key. Gradually building match fitness with occasional 20-minute appearances is part of the process.

However, I would love to start when we face Larne at the Showgrounds on Saturday. There’s an electric atmosphere whenever the Irish Premiership champions visit. We have the ability to challenge them, especially considering Loughgall’s recent victory over them. Our goal shouldn’t be to limit damage but rather to go all out.

In terms of our season objectives, staying in the top flight remains a priority. However, with the talented players we have, competing for a top-six finish is a realistic aim.